3rd

She's a betrayer,
and I hate myself
well, nothing new then ?

I made this decision when I was younger;
never tell anything to anyone
anything that I will regret someday
' keep it to yourself ' I said
and I broke that promise

Stupid little girl
how stupid little girl I am

Don't I remember what the book said to me:
"The beasts are stalking every step of yours
they want to destroy you
with their evil little lies and sweet intriguing promises
never trust them, my love"
***

He is sleeping on the couch
intoxicated again
rumbottles beside him
Smelling and snoring
Oh, god I hate him

It's dark in here
filthy, greasy, lonely
He is a wreck
Everyone sees it now clearly
I hope he won't wake up before morning

" oh god, shut up, and sleep, please, shut up and sleep"
***

I look at myself
the mirror looks back
and what do I see?
A monster, human parody !
I can't take this anymore
This is not who I am
this. is. not. goodenough.
Got to do something
wheresthemeds.

the flipsides - so disgusted

I'm walking on a thin line
I'm about to throw in the towel
And now I'm just so disgusted I could puke
I'm feeling like a reject
But what else should I expect?

That's why I say that I'm just so frustrated
And I don't know what to...
Fear's no stranger
Disappointment's my friend
And it makes me question
if I'll get up again
Fear's no stranger
Disappointment's my friend
And it makes me question
if I'll get up again

Stuck in an intersection
Redlights in all four directions
And now I'm so misdirected, how about you?
I'm running out of ideas
Perpetual spinning of wheels
And it's leaving me so damn frustrated
And I don't know what to...

Anteeksi aivan jumalattomasti siitä että olen MINÄ enkä mikään SINUN marionettipaska

toinen puolikas

Mieleni haikean kaunis syöksyy kaipuun tummiin syövereihin
käteni kaihosta kylmät odottavat sinua niitä lämmittämään
tämä huone kolkko himoitsee soljuvaa pehmeää ääntäsi
Hellät,tutkivat silmäsi tuovat minuun rauhan
ainoastaan.

Yksinäisyys ympäröi minua kuristaen vain lujempaa
Tunnen kuinka happi loppuu, ettei olo tule helpottumaan
Sieluni sekava selvenee jos lähelleni tulet ja sen hiljennät
pidät minusta lujaa kiinni
älä päästä minua pois lähtemään.

me against the world - sp

They want to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster

That's what they'd always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
Its me against the world
We won't let them change how we feel in our hearts
We're not gonna let them control us
We won't let them shove all the thoughts in our heads
And we'll never be like them

Now I'm sick of this waiting
So come on and take your shot
You can spit out you insults
But nothings gonna change us
You can sit there and judge me
Say what you want to
We'll never let you win.

Rakkaus

Aalloilla keinuimme
kuuta katselimme
seireenien laulaessa
toisiamme suutelimme

Käsiäni kosketit
poskiani silitit
pisaroiden putoillessa arasti hymyilit

Ja minä kapusin syliisi
nukahdin sateen ajaksi
kiersit kätesi ympärilleni
ja minua maailmalta suojelit

Alice Cooper, I like your lyrics .. (;

Yeah, we're gonna fight
We do it every night
Baby, when you scratch
You know I'm gonna bite